Writer's Note: To protect any names or brands, I will not use the actual names or display pictures that directly show the brand of the company or anything related to it.
September last year, I faced the toughest decision in my entire university period. Three offers came to me all at once. Each of these offers promises a great opportunity for me that would contribute to my future design career. One thing for sure at that point: I would skip Fall semester to do either one of these offers, which was truly a blessing after continuously taking classes at school.
September last year, I faced the toughest decision in my entire university period. Three offers came to me all at once. Each of these offers promises a great opportunity for me that would contribute to my future design career. One thing for sure at that point: I would skip Fall semester to do either one of these offers, which was truly a blessing after continuously taking classes at school.
Two of the promising offers were for
internship, something I really needed to fill out some blank space in
my resume. On early June, I attended an on-campus recruitment event,
where I got to sit down and talk with potential employers. Out of
four interviews, I scored two of them.
The first offer was an internship in a private jet company/manufacturer in Space Coast, Florida. Let's call it The Company. They are a huge, international company of up to 1,000 employees worldwide with a strict corporate setting. But I'd get to work in their design team along with a team of engineers and interior designers. No questions asked. The pay was really good as a design intern and even more, the opportunity would provide me with a housing, which I would share with a fellow intern from Art Center. This particular offer came really fast and only required two interviews. One on-site and one over the phone. I got the position a day or two after the phone call. My supervisor provided all kinds of information I needed and what to prepare for the internship should I pursue this chance.
The first offer was an internship in a private jet company/manufacturer in Space Coast, Florida. Let's call it The Company. They are a huge, international company of up to 1,000 employees worldwide with a strict corporate setting. But I'd get to work in their design team along with a team of engineers and interior designers. No questions asked. The pay was really good as a design intern and even more, the opportunity would provide me with a housing, which I would share with a fellow intern from Art Center. This particular offer came really fast and only required two interviews. One on-site and one over the phone. I got the position a day or two after the phone call. My supervisor provided all kinds of information I needed and what to prepare for the internship should I pursue this chance.
At the Wizarding World of Harry Potter |
Last but not least, another offer came
later in the week: I got accepted in the Berlin Study Abroad program.
My one and only door to go to Europe was finally here. I always
wanted to go to Berlin ever since I took German at high school. I
would work exclusively in a studio environment, meet with renowned
figures in the design industry (one of which turned out to be Erik
Spiekermann), and come back to US a more professional designer.
Two offers. Two different types of
companies. Two different geographical locations. Two contrasting
cultures. One opportunity. I couldn't take more than one internship
as I needed to graduate on summer. Taking more than one would mean I
couldn't graduate at a desired time.
First scenario: Take The Studio's
offer. Working in Venice, one of the most hipster, design-oriented
corners in LA, in an area adjacent to the beach with fellow design
studios right next door, is every designer's dream. I couldn't think
of anything better than spending a day in an intense yet laid back
environment with a pug snuggling at your feet as you are designing.
Then your day would end with a tennis game at the backyard or a walk
to the beach. The best thing of all is, you still get to stay in the
sunkissed LA.
Second scenario: Take The Company's
offer where I'd be working in a small town named Melbourne and no,
it's not down under. God knows where Melbourne is, the one in
Florida. It's barely even visible on the map. The only things I know
of Florida were its extreme humidity, airboat, NASA, Miami, Disney
World (which is the only place I've been to in Florida beforehand),
and aligators loitering the streets like stray cats. Apparently
Melbourne is an hour drive from Orlando (weekend trips to Disney
World yay!). Just located South East of it, to be exact. This company
wouldn't have any dogs snuggling at your feet or a pool table at the
backyard. The office is located near the Melbourne airport. So even
if I haven't visited the office yet, I could sense a strong corporate
environment. I had zero idea about Melbourne nor what to do there. As
a big city kid, things to do like attractions or eating spots are
extremely crucial.
A sneak peak of my studio |
My dad strangely gave me the freedom to
choose. But it's a different case to my mom, who's more concerned
about me choosing a more renowned company. The Company certainly has
a big name. It's the kind of name that you want to brag to your
friends back home because it just sounds so fancy. However, it is not
much acknowledged in the graphic design industry but I totally
understand that since most design students ever working in The
Company are industrial designers.
The Studio, despite being a smaller
company by nature, has more significance to my expertise, although
they'd pay me less than The Company. My mom, a realist, threatened me the other
day. “If you end up choosing The Studio, I won't send you
additional money anymore. You have to live up from your salary.” in
a bitter tone.
After asking my parents, I turned to my
friends and faculty. They all gave me diverse answers. Most
encouraged me to go for The Studio, due to its significant nature to
my expertise. “There's no design in Florida.” some stated. A
small portion pushed me to go to The Company due to its higher pay
and more chance for me to experience a whole different culture.
“Since you're an international student, I'd encourage you take an
opportunity that's not in LA. It'll give you a wider insight and
experience about your studies here in US.” said a design faculty,
much to my surprise. I'd expect he pushed me to go for The Studio
like the rest of my friends.
A week later, two weeks before the end
of the term, I decided to follow my guts and went forward with The
Company, a rather big move for me that required leaving California
for four months to live in God-knows-where. Again, with a heavy heart
in this final round, I had to eliminate The Studio.
Many would later ask me why I ended up
choosing The Company despite it being less significant or influential
to my graphic design expertise. Many would think I made a wrong move
and my internship experience was pointless. Instead of zooming in, I
decided to look at the bigger picture. The experience in the Company
promises so much more aspects that would contribute to my career, and
it's not just expertise-wise but also on my overall maturity and
personality growth. I knew nothing about Melbourne, what it's like to
live down there, what kind of people I'd be working with, how the
people would treat me, and how different they'd be from people in LA.
These anxiety, uncertainty, and
unawareness of The Company setting drove me to finding out more. I
was driven by the unknown, eager, excited, and curious to find out
what lies ahead. My supervisor hired me for a reason that is both
compelling to me and to the corporate. The Company saw me as a good
fit and I did see a potential in them to contribute to my career.
Instead of sitting in a familiar studio environment, I wanted to
experience something different. My employer stated that I would be
working with a team of interior designers and engineers –
multidisciplinary, that is.
I started to wonder if I would be the
only graphic designer. If I did end up being the only one, would I
still learn something? Would I still gain mentorship? I was worried
that nobody would speak the same graphic design language as I do.
Nobody would understand what kerning, Helvetica, saturation, value,
et cetera. Nobody would be as anal as I do when it comes to
typography. I was worried I'd be placed in such an environment and
I'd be crying my eyeballs out begging to reconsider my internship
choice.
All in all, I was worried how this
internship would come to be. I was worried if I wouldn't be happy to
be placed in a setting with bunch type of people I wasn't familiar
with. But screw it, I just moved forward.
However, everything changed after four
months. I learned so much more than I expected. Despite my friends'
doubts and underestimation, the internship turned out to be more
rewarding that I expected. Sure I didn't experience the ideal studio
environment. Sure I ended up being
the only not just a graphic design intern, but a legit graphic
designer in the studio during the period. In the first few weeks, I
stumbled a little. Working with interior designers in the aviation
industry, not a day would be missed without a new vocabulary word.
Most words indicate a feature in the airplane. One day I joined a
meeting where the word 'fuselage' was thrown over fifty times. At the
end of the meeting, I had no idea what on earth a 'fuselage' was. But
don't worry, now I do.
Communication is
the biggest challenge I encountered throughout my internship program,
and that wasn't a bad thing at all. But I had to overcome it.
Engineers clearly don't come from the same background as I do. Their
thinking process and values defy that of my fellow designers. We all
have the share goal but we choose to go on different routes to get
there. Fellow engineers, mainly, prioritize execution and technical
progress.
They do appreciate
visual and concept but they are more concerned in getting a design to
work and whether it is do-able. However, an idealistic I am, concept
and visual have to come first. Those two different ideas collided. I
witnessed as my creative director sat down with engineers during
meetings and discussed about the best possible way to create the best
experience for the passengers and flight attendants, both from the
visual side and the execution side. But ultimately, we all
successfully made it happen. We settled on one solution and the
project received good response from the headquarter.
At the Everglades National Park, Miami |
My colleagues and I
would work while listening to the music. Sometimes we'd pause and
watch the newest movie trailers that came up that Fall. We'd exchange
stories, share thoughts, learned new things. Aside from the fun we
had at the office, we had a total blast. Melbourne might be a quiet
city with retired people as residents. Sure it didn't have all LA
glam or the best Asian food. But it surely has the best seafood
you'll ever taste. The two interns and I created the best possible
memories in our four months period. We made it happen. We witnessed a
rocket launch, went to Disney World, went frenzy Black Friday
shopping for more than twelve hours in Orlando, we went to the Harry
Potter World.
Simply put, I had
never had the best four months in my life. They were all filled with memories worth to cherish.
So when you asked
me if I regret having a different resume than most graphic design
students at my school (who'd fill up their resume with studio
experiences), no I don't. As opposed to most of my friends who'd work in a studio/design agency environment, I chose a corporate setting where the least graphic design experience takes place. But there is always a blessing in disguise. I might be the only one in my department that ever interned at an aviation company, the first one probably. You can find experience anywhere. This is where I grow. I learn
to understand and appreciate people of different working backgrounds.
My internship experience couldn't be more rewarding. I love the
diverse environment where my thoughts and voice as the only graphic
designer in the room was not only heard but appreciated. I appreciate that my
colleagues also learned my skills and in return, I also learned their
aesthetics too.
The Company didn't
only shape to become a better designer, but a more mature person.
Living in Florida was eye-opening on its own. I was fortunate to know and engage with people way beyond my age range, meeting up with the CEO of Rimowa without actually knowing it was him, and against all odds, I attended an Indonesian arisan (ladies' socializing event) at one point.
Not only that but
the experience of moving away from a city I'm so familiar of has
helped me grow. Adjusting to a new place is hard and it takes time. On my first meal out in Florida, all eyes stared at me and my fellow intern as we were taking pictures of our food. Those eyes belonged to mostly middle-aged people, who happened to be the dominant population in town. "They're not getting used to seeing young people like us taking pictures." My other friend pointed out. That particular form of culture shock helps me understand other cultures better and helps me shape to be a more dynamic, easily-adaptable persona.
Now the internship
phase is over and I'm ready to move forward to a bigger, more real
world. I'm afraid to step forward. I'm afraid to experience something
different, but don't we all share that phase at some point in our
life?
Once in a while,
you have to step out of your comfort zone. Go with your guts and
don't let fear control you. You never know what blessing you'll
encounter once you'll conquer your doubts and fear. Imagine you're a
little fish jumping to a bigger pond – the ocean. You'll never know
what you'll encounter until you try. But that's where you grow.
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